So I love this new babysitter we just hired who’s new to the neighborhood. My brats are starting to get a little old to need a babysitter anymore, but I enjoy having her around. She reminds me of what it was like to be fifteen and just getting to know yourself, everything is changing, all around you, your own body and your mind. I remember being that age and hoping that I could stay in that transformation forever, young, beautiful, perky perfect tits, my virginity.
I try to have little “talks” with the babysitter, Sarah, but I try not to make it too obvious that I envy her and I’m attracted to her. I find myself wanting to stay home whenever she comes over to watch the brats. She’s so inexperienced it just makes my pussy tingle thinking about all the things I could teach her. I find myself watching her from afar too, if I’m standing in the kitchen and she’s sensually rolling around the floor with my little ones, I just urge to roll around with her, touch her soft supple skin.
I daydream of the talks she and I could have together. One that I’ve been thinking a lot about lately is talking to her about if a boy “gives you oral” as they call it, I call it licking my cunt. I want to sit her down and tell her you may be a little embarrassed and apprehensive to let a boy do that but once it’s done correctly to you it will change your life. Colors will be brighter, smells stronger, everything will intensify. I want to tell her about the first time I had my cunt licked, my best friend, Amy, from high school and I agreed that we should do it to each other so that we knew what to expect.
I remember her warm breath on my pussy lips, the softness of her mouth around my inner thighs and how I gasped in pleasure when she spread my pussy lips and licked it up and down for the first time. After Amy had licked my clit for a few minutes she slipped two fingers in my pussy and it was the first time someone else had ever penetrated me. I had fingered myself but no one else had ever done it. I was dripping wet and I remember gyrating on her face and feeling this tightening in my entire body and a sudden release, my entire body shook. That was the first time I had ever had an orgasm.
After Amy was able to bring those feeling out in me I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to reciprocate what she had done for me. Especially because I felt so drained. I just tried to copy everything that she did and I remember how different it felt to finger another person, not just myself. She was so wet and her pussy was so hot. I flicked my tongue back and forth across her clit faster than I thought my tongue could ever move. Amy arched her back while laying on my lavender bed spread from my adolescence and had her very first orgasm that I made with my mouth, my face deep in between her legs.
I daydream making the same pact with Sarah, being the first one to lick her sweet, hot and wet clit. To put my fingers inside her hot little inexperienced pussy and teaching her what it feels like to lose complete control over your entire body. Every time I think about bringing it up to her I chicken out, but with time I think we’ll have that kind of relationship. Just the other day she asked me to look at her perfect round perky naked breasts and tell her if one was bigger than the other. Every time she’s near me I start to tingle and get wet. Most nights I go to bed fingering my own pussy while I think about what I want to do to her, what I want to teach her. And some day she’s going to be curious about these things and I just make sure that I’m always there for her so she can come to me and I can show her. But in the meantime I get horny every time I know she’s coming over, I get went when I see her and I shiver a little when she gives me that welcoming hug. One day it will be more and she won’t be disappointed.